If I were to list down the things I’m thinking about right now without the need to weave them, here’s a peek at what’s inside my jumbled mind.
— Coldplay’s Fix You:
“When you try your best but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse.”
— A Movie
Last week, I watched a movie alone for the first time. I wasn’t so sure at first if I’d do it alone so I asked a friend to go with me a few hours before the movie. He agreed, but there was only one seat available. So I took it. Maybe it’s my hormonal state or some feelings I wasn’t able to face, but tears came streaming down my face. It felt good. I was so glad nobody’s there to witness that vulnerable moment!
I always thought that I just needed some “me time” to reflect about things and sort out my thoughts. I had my chance last weekend. I locked myself inside a room at midnight, tried to write and think about things. I wasn’t successful. I realized that I don’t really know what I should be thinking about so I just watched a television series.
— Some Dream
I dreamt about someone on Saturday night. I have no idea why. I was debating whether or not I should let the person know. I didn’t spill. Because it’s weird. Or creepy. I didn’t remember the details too so what was there to share? I just knew there was only one character. It was a one-man show.
— Hypocrites and Liars
They are everywhere. I am one of them sometimes.
— A Friend
I’m worried sick. I text every now and then to let her know I’m thinking about her. I want to hear her story but I know she needs time to recover. She needs some time. I want to see her.
Also, I’ve been thinking that this thing that’s keeping me busy every night would be more bearable if she’s there. She can always make me feel better, just by being there. I hope she’s fine. Why do bad things happen to good people?
I didn’t attend your event for a raffle prize. I have more important things to do than deal with you and all your excuses.
— Tatler and Friends
Because that friendship is awesome. I love and like them so much. They are the best stress relievers and pain killers.